Today went beauty world makan.
with cecilia&beumon and weiting..
beumon super crap. damn funny.. HAHAs..
after tat went Westmall crap around.
then met up with jon & momo..
we've catched the movie called. "Marley&Me"..
Basically. about story of human&dog.
touching..
cry till my eyes swollen. damn it.
then. my moood from sad. till more sad.
slowly turned
EMO.
and my mind goes elsewhere.
On the bus alone. i've start thinking..
Somehow, I miss the moments
And memories cannot be erased.
Things may led me back to the past.
It feels terrible.
You left me, now an empty shell.
Breaking my heart
jus like smashing a vase onto the floor.
& it hurts.
I know im weak.
But why you chose this route.
why you chose to hurt me.
Its been soo long.
And im still here.
But, where you?
You've gone.
You've longed searched for ur happinesss.
I can forget about everything in a second.
But i can recap everything in a second too.
when can i wake up and tell myself.
this world is cruel.
I dunno am i giving myself and others a chance.
But i jus know im a sillyfool.
And what i wanted..
Is jus a Happy Ending..
*lyrics*
分手都已过了那么久
现在也有自已的生活
你身边有个人牵着你的手
我们就像是朋友偶尔联络
i could see i love you
it hurts me deep in my heart
你还在我心上某一个地方
看着你为了他
失魂落魄不说一句话
爱的重量不在我身上
i could see i love you
it hurts me deep in my heart
我不能像你这样说分了就忘
我这样是坚强
还是忘了爱的勉强
过去不想全部隐藏
就试着遗忘
i could see i love you
it hurts me deep in my heart
你还在我心上某一个地方
看着你为了他失魂落魄
不说一句话
但是我的心现在却比你还伤
i could see i love you
it hurts me deep in my heart
我不能像你这样说分了就忘
我这样是坚强
还是忘了爱的勉强
让你看透我的心
现在我不想是该说放就放
就试着遗忘
痛苦我会遗忘
只想看你开心的模样
新的恋情让它成长
而过去就放在心上
i blame myself for the outcome.