Friday, May 30, 2008
PPL BORN AROUND
MARCH
* Attractive personality
* Affectionate
* Shy and reserved
* Secretive
* Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic
* Loves peace and serenity
* Sensitive to others
* Loves to serve others
* Not easily angered
* Trustworthy
* Appreciative and returns kindness
* Observant and assess others
* Revengeful
* Loves to dream and fantasize
* Loves travelling
* Loves attention
*Hasty decisions in choosing partners
* Loves home decors
* Musically talented
* Loves special things
* Moody
MUAHHAA.. im not BHB.. but.. thats a research;)
MARCH
* Attractive personality
* Affectionate
* Shy and reserved
* Secretive
* Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic
* Loves peace and serenity
* Sensitive to others
* Loves to serve others
* Not easily angered
* Trustworthy
* Appreciative and returns kindness
* Observant and assess others
* Revengeful
* Loves to dream and fantasize
* Loves travelling
* Loves attention
*Hasty decisions in choosing partners
* Loves home decors
* Musically talented
* Loves special things
* Moody
MUAHHAA.. im not BHB.. but.. thats a research;)
where we could have been, 9:53 PM.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
schooling liying is back on the track YO! MUAHAHAHAHA..
anybody watch 7pm ch8 show??
"xin hua duo duo kai"
n i would like to have a boyfren like..
"zi peng" cast by adam chen!
who is my idol. muahahaha..
he acted as a PERFECT BOYFRIEND man..
for wat i see now la..
wahh..
so sweet..
today de episode..
zi peng & hai tong quarrel cos of... haitong not telling him where the hell she was last nite..
n zi peng was furious cos haitong hide things from him. actually she was with a client last night..
then they quarrel..
say wad trust not trust de.. den she left. den. haitong in a difficult position, arguing with her enemy "AMY" . zi peng came right at this moment to "rescue&cover" haitong. put himself into haitong's shoe & even helped her to solve everything.. lols.. made him such a sweet, caring& understanding bf.
WTH.
this bf is realli PERFECT CAN??
he can jus ignore about wad happen jus now..
n be more understanding..
n be so... SWEETTTTTTT..
how i wish can dig him out from tv n he can be my bf liao. LOLS!!!
but in real life.. wann find this kind of bf...
HMMMMS..
its not impossible.. but more.. hard.. u noe.. yea~~
HAHAs..
eeeeyer..
so sweet la. both of them...
alrite..
shouldn't be so idiot now.
LOL..
today was a fine day~~
waiting for COMMON TEST to OVER!
den i can go crazy le. MUAHAHA~~
today jus simply wanna blog out the tv show scenerio.=P
yohoooo~ (:
loves!
where we could have been, 9:20 PM.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
such a meaningful title for this post today..
well.. talk about me...
ppl tat have known me for years or so..
wats about me?
do u think i should deserve the better or the best?
but i think. sometimes im realli childish.
but i can be matured in thinkings too..
liying.. liying..
liying..
in ur mind. ur heart..
worth how much.
the frenship..
the countship..
i really find tat..
life. is jus like a show..
on & off.
happiness. sadness.. worriess..ALL included..
each n every one..
has different kind of life style..
different kinds of freedoms...
im the one. who choose to lead a peaceful simple life.
i really learn something...
i learn to..
forgive ppl..
learn to..
be kind to others.
its really. wat u get back, will not be wat u really want..
but still.. i wont give up on being a kind soul..
being a lovable liying. MUAHAHAHHAA..
aaaa. sorry ah.
like EMO cum SOt sot de..
but.. yup. isnt it.
tats ME~!
i know who are really my loves.
my dears..
thank u~!
for being part of my life..
n i hope.
i will treasure..
n i hope..
u wont give up on me.. (:
wozhendehenaini.
tats my words to all of u.
=) winksss~!
well.. talk about me...
ppl tat have known me for years or so..
wats about me?
do u think i should deserve the better or the best?
but i think. sometimes im realli childish.
but i can be matured in thinkings too..
liying.. liying..
liying..
in ur mind. ur heart..
worth how much.
the frenship..
the countship..
i really find tat..
life. is jus like a show..
on & off.
happiness. sadness.. worriess..ALL included..
each n every one..
has different kind of life style..
different kinds of freedoms...
im the one. who choose to lead a peaceful simple life.
i really learn something...
i learn to..
forgive ppl..
learn to..
be kind to others.
its really. wat u get back, will not be wat u really want..
but still.. i wont give up on being a kind soul..
being a lovable liying. MUAHAHAHHAA..
aaaa. sorry ah.
like EMO cum SOt sot de..
but.. yup. isnt it.
tats ME~!
i know who are really my loves.
my dears..
thank u~!
for being part of my life..
n i hope.
i will treasure..
n i hope..
u wont give up on me.. (:
wozhendehenaini.
tats my words to all of u.
=) winksss~!
where we could have been, 9:49 PM.
Saturday, May 24, 2008
i've spent $169.70(NETSS)@HEATWAVE-monsoon ytd. omgomg. becos of my dear hair.=.= mus be mad. well. no much difference. HAHA. ppl thought wad huge blow , resulted me to spent so much. tats not usual me. i also dunno why too. i feel so numbed over it.. maybe something possess me ytd. l0ls. resulted to spend about $200 a day? tats ALOT.. but.. i nvr feel heartache. mus be siao. enuff to buy phone le lor. ZZZ. well.. was browsing some pics.. n today wasnt feeling happy.. but EMO... well. this cant help. lotsa things flashed through my mind. and i keep thinking then.. feeling super bored. wonder hows the ppl doing out there.. listening to new emo songs . maybe tis made me more emo.. troubled.vexed. for lots of things.. haiz.. sigh .. dont noe wat to say le. i'll renew my blog when holiday comes.. all da best..... [:
where we could have been, 8:11 PM.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
to the person name KAT in my tagboard.
i dont understand why u wan spam me.
maybe u r bored? l0ls.
den come, i'll entertain you.. =)
HMMMS..
1stly. didnt u know tat...
its impossible to cut EXACTLY like tat person's hair?
unless u go to those PROs la. den dey help u cut exactly the
same lor?
THEN, the hairstyle on SHE, and me, will not be the same.
we held different types of style upon looking.
im not CUT & PASTE wad.
siao..
and. can i know.
WHO is the person tat i hate, with this kind of hairstyle?
i believe.. in this world. not more than ONE ppl have this kind of hairstyle.
so why would u even bother?
OH!
if u r giving me advices/comments, THANKS ARH!
anyway. my hair now is no much difference from that girl's hairstyle.
r u mad or something.
i jus wanna trim n cut abit.
i wonder if there's problem with u..
ERM..
u said childish??
HOHO!!
save it for urself.
arent u the immature kid.
feeel sooo sad for you..
hmmms.. think for urself k?
thanks for sparking up my life man.
to have this motivation n blog again.
hmmms.. even how good u r, or good-looking or so?
its useless.
cos u have a heart tat make us puke.
hmm..
anyway..
its already very childish of u..
to talk about a topic "HAIRSTYLE"
r u related to me?
if yes, den i might listen ur great advice.
if no, den sorry(:
i've been very kind to u..
cos im not as sick as u. :)
guess u've done many sins..
g00d luck ah!
THANKS MY BUDDIES!! XD
i dont understand why u wan spam me.
maybe u r bored? l0ls.
den come, i'll entertain you.. =)
HMMMS..
1stly. didnt u know tat...
its impossible to cut EXACTLY like tat person's hair?
unless u go to those PROs la. den dey help u cut exactly the
same lor?
THEN, the hairstyle on SHE, and me, will not be the same.
we held different types of style upon looking.
im not CUT & PASTE wad.
siao..
and. can i know.
WHO is the person tat i hate, with this kind of hairstyle?
i believe.. in this world. not more than ONE ppl have this kind of hairstyle.
so why would u even bother?
OH!
if u r giving me advices/comments, THANKS ARH!
anyway. my hair now is no much difference from that girl's hairstyle.
r u mad or something.
i jus wanna trim n cut abit.
i wonder if there's problem with u..
ERM..
u said childish??
HOHO!!
save it for urself.
arent u the immature kid.
feeel sooo sad for you..
hmmms.. think for urself k?
thanks for sparking up my life man.
to have this motivation n blog again.
hmmms.. even how good u r, or good-looking or so?
its useless.
cos u have a heart tat make us puke.
hmm..
anyway..
its already very childish of u..
to talk about a topic "HAIRSTYLE"
r u related to me?
if yes, den i might listen ur great advice.
if no, den sorry(:
i've been very kind to u..
cos im not as sick as u. :)
guess u've done many sins..
g00d luck ah!
THANKS MY BUDDIES!! XD
where we could have been, 9:00 PM.
Monday, May 19, 2008
lols. why issit on my nose. -.-
$_$ HEHE..
whoo.. fishy kissing. HAHA
EVIL ME. MUAHAHA
kissing myself pls. =.=
my twins. HAHA!
alien la~~
eeeeewwwww.. HAHA.
sakae sushi
red version
brown versionHELLO PPL. MUAHAHAHHA...
wondering wad am i doing? MUAHAHA..
WEBCAM is fun. l0ls.........
aaaaaaaaaaaaa..
took many different types of fotos...
funny MA>! MUAHAHA...
funny man..
nice&fun.
shall play this when i have my free time..
HAHAS. supposingly, today should study de..
but hor..
slack till now. =.= omg.
den soon gonna be tv time. HAHAHA!!
how man.
why am i such a.... haiz...
dunno how treasure time..
anyway.. aaa... the hairstyle rite.. nice rite.. i wanna cut totally like hers. but.. colour wise.. still dunno wanna dye not..
which colour nice ne? or remain my Very black. HAHAS..
HMMMs. okay.. tmr gonna start of the week in sch le.. T_T
so fast...
kks.. hope i can cope with all things..
i really need HELPS..
including helping myself..
wish me all the best!
VESAK special. PICS PICS PICS!!~ haha. ENJOY! X)
where we could have been, 5:00 PM.
Saturday, May 17, 2008
well.. i've already move on with my life.. =) so dont worry baby..
im jus writing my feelings out.. but im already moving on with my life..
but i wondering. why in MAY.. so many ppl around us is breaking off.. all suddenly become SINGLES..
n the MENS.. only say sorrys for breaking off..
issit because all wanna get everything afresh? single is better?
hahas.. i dont know..
somemore.. they can just let go of a so long relationship with their girl.
i wonder how they did tat..
but..
doesnt matter anymore=)
yesterday on bus back..
its nite time..
looking out from the bus..
the journey back to home..
somehow..
bring me back to my single life period...
when im reallly single.. with no one to rely on..
no sweet life with man..
so a simple life for me...
i really sense it..
its jus like.. back to 2 yrs back?
when im all alone.. (:
somehow.. it can be peaceful.
hahas.. this is life ma~ yea?
jus like. i've used to spend sms on him.
now.. either nothing. or to frens only..
same thing=)
somehow.. ytd after my remedial..
something motivate me..
motivate me to move on with my life with AIMS / GOALS...
maybe in my 20s den i'll back into love life..
n i think n hope. tat will be a lasting one...
and i must really know. whether he will be the one for me..
indeed. wat i had before. is just a puppy love.. its not the true love tat i thought..
Monday gonna be vesak day.. something regarding buddha or so, remind me of volunteer work @ expo &jurong east..
tat was looong ago.. n i've enjoyed it..
17 more days to 3rd of june..
n i know..
U & I.. am aware of this...
n we shall just keep in our minds.. n smile sweetly.. (:
the officially 2 yrs. is gone nowhere..
but its always kept in my heart..
be thankful that i did not kill myself or so..
cos i know...
wat ppl do, will jus cry for me..
i dont want them to feel upset over me...
n i cant bear to leave them. my family n frens..
indeed. i can live without u already...
n so.. u can, in fact, long ago..
u've notice how different from the 1st break up n the 2nd one..
arent i.. braver than before?
i didnt ask anything from u..
i jus ask for a reason..
im already numb to it..
seriously used to it..
just hope tat.. in our JUNE holiday.. we can meet up..
shop for GSS! muahahahah~
ok. -.-
thus.. for u, and my frens.
jia you for the coming common tests soon.. alrite?
me too..
hope i can pass my tests.
with lots of LUCK..
bless me.. =)
im jus writing my feelings out.. but im already moving on with my life..
but i wondering. why in MAY.. so many ppl around us is breaking off.. all suddenly become SINGLES..
n the MENS.. only say sorrys for breaking off..
issit because all wanna get everything afresh? single is better?
hahas.. i dont know..
somemore.. they can just let go of a so long relationship with their girl.
i wonder how they did tat..
but..
doesnt matter anymore=)
yesterday on bus back..
its nite time..
looking out from the bus..
the journey back to home..
somehow..
bring me back to my single life period...
when im reallly single.. with no one to rely on..
no sweet life with man..
so a simple life for me...
i really sense it..
its jus like.. back to 2 yrs back?
when im all alone.. (:
somehow.. it can be peaceful.
hahas.. this is life ma~ yea?
jus like. i've used to spend sms on him.
now.. either nothing. or to frens only..
same thing=)
somehow.. ytd after my remedial..
something motivate me..
motivate me to move on with my life with AIMS / GOALS...
maybe in my 20s den i'll back into love life..
n i think n hope. tat will be a lasting one...
and i must really know. whether he will be the one for me..
indeed. wat i had before. is just a puppy love.. its not the true love tat i thought..
Monday gonna be vesak day.. something regarding buddha or so, remind me of volunteer work @ expo &jurong east..
tat was looong ago.. n i've enjoyed it..
17 more days to 3rd of june..
n i know..
U & I.. am aware of this...
n we shall just keep in our minds.. n smile sweetly.. (:
the officially 2 yrs. is gone nowhere..
but its always kept in my heart..
be thankful that i did not kill myself or so..
cos i know...
wat ppl do, will jus cry for me..
i dont want them to feel upset over me...
n i cant bear to leave them. my family n frens..
indeed. i can live without u already...
n so.. u can, in fact, long ago..
u've notice how different from the 1st break up n the 2nd one..
arent i.. braver than before?
i didnt ask anything from u..
i jus ask for a reason..
im already numb to it..
seriously used to it..
just hope tat.. in our JUNE holiday.. we can meet up..
shop for GSS! muahahahah~
ok. -.-
thus.. for u, and my frens.
jia you for the coming common tests soon.. alrite?
me too..
hope i can pass my tests.
with lots of LUCK..
bless me.. =)
where we could have been, 9:15 AM.
Friday, May 16, 2008
"A man forgives and forgets, a woman only forgives. " (F.Gerfaut)
well.. happen to see this lyrics of a song..http://www.imeem.com/millionaire/music/H19-9j-z/mltr_thats_why_you_go_away/.. n check this out..
(baby wont you tell me why
there is sadness in your eyes.
I dont wanna say goodbye to you.
Love is one big illusion..
I should try to forget.
But there is something left in my head.
You are the one set it up.
Now you are the one to make it stop.
I'm the one who feeling lost right now.
Now you want me to forget.
Every little thing u've said.
But there is something left in my head.
I wont forget the way you're kissing.
The feeling so strong.
Were lasting for so long.
But im not the girl.
Your heart is missing.
Thats why you go away. I know.
You were never satisfied
No matter how hard i tried.)
arent life.. funny? add on to the lyrics..
You want me to leave you. forget u.
You choose to lead a single life..
You've chose to give me up..
turn back. look back..
i've tried to get back the things we've lost.
but.. u chose to give up..
you want to break the lines between us..
wat can i do, is to let you go..
let you be happy of wat u have now..
Memories kept flashing back in my mind
whenever i'm alone..
How about you?
But i guess...
you dont even think about me,
wondering how am i...
cos i get nothing from you..
not even a single shits..
That is why i've said..
FRIENDS?
with u?
now .. u've showed me tat..
im jus a little peanut fren of urs..
jus a fren tat u can put it aside...
after we've known for soo long..
and this is how u treat me..
why do i deserve this??!
every thoughts make me wanna cry...
but i have to tell myself its not worth..
somehow.. i've figured out tat..
Women tend to born to SUFFER..
isnt it??
did we do something wrong in our previous life?
From the sentence on the above..
MEN. - FORGIVE & FORGET
WOMEN - FORGIVES
WHY?!
lots of men.. i dun say ALL..
forget about the woman they once had, forget soo quickly than a woman forget about the men they once had..
why can MEN be sooo cruel?
huh? women can forgives watever unacceptable things the men can do..
but why wat women gets , is jus a nothing...
WOMEN TAKE THOUSAND MILLIONS OF MOMENTS/ TIME(or forever) TO FORGET A MAN..
while a MAN. took jus few days, weeks or months or years to forget his girl..
why cant a men. realise the importance of their girls..
why should a men. started a relationship. when he knows. there wont be a future in it.
WHY??
r u just. fooling. playing or so???
how many girls have u hurt.
or am i blind or something?
should i thanks u?
or should i hate u?
no. i wont hate.
i'll try to keep the sweet memories and throw away those hateful moments..
How i hope.
u can care for me . more than anyone...
but i noe.. this not gonna happen..
as wat i can see now..
we will be drifted more apart..
isnt it?
prove me something man.
*Sigh*
Absolute disappointed in u..
Hope u can be initiative...
i've gave up on it..
cos i know. being initiative to u.
wont help..
do u think u've owed me ?
do u feel guilty..
do u tend to take my love for granted?
uh uh..
i dont know..
ask urself.
ask ur heart.
all the answers r with u..
From tat day.
when u asked"can u be my gal"
till now.. "love faded"..
i really find myself silly?
n i wonder.. issit a change in u..
changes everything..
how u feel. how u think.
can u tell me?
dont be afraid to hurt me.
cos u've hurt me more than once.
im used to it.
sometimes i really wonder...
n hope u can be a MAN..
contact me.
well.. happen to see this lyrics of a song..http://www.imeem.com/millionaire/music/H19-9j-z/mltr_thats_why_you_go_away/.. n check this out..
(baby wont you tell me why
there is sadness in your eyes.
I dont wanna say goodbye to you.
Love is one big illusion..
I should try to forget.
But there is something left in my head.
You are the one set it up.
Now you are the one to make it stop.
I'm the one who feeling lost right now.
Now you want me to forget.
Every little thing u've said.
But there is something left in my head.
I wont forget the way you're kissing.
The feeling so strong.
Were lasting for so long.
But im not the girl.
Your heart is missing.
Thats why you go away. I know.
You were never satisfied
No matter how hard i tried.)
arent life.. funny? add on to the lyrics..
You want me to leave you. forget u.
You choose to lead a single life..
You've chose to give me up..
turn back. look back..
i've tried to get back the things we've lost.
but.. u chose to give up..
you want to break the lines between us..
wat can i do, is to let you go..
let you be happy of wat u have now..
Memories kept flashing back in my mind
whenever i'm alone..
How about you?
But i guess...
you dont even think about me,
wondering how am i...
cos i get nothing from you..
not even a single shits..
That is why i've said..
FRIENDS?
with u?
now .. u've showed me tat..
im jus a little peanut fren of urs..
jus a fren tat u can put it aside...
after we've known for soo long..
and this is how u treat me..
why do i deserve this??!
every thoughts make me wanna cry...
but i have to tell myself its not worth..
somehow.. i've figured out tat..
Women tend to born to SUFFER..
isnt it??
did we do something wrong in our previous life?
From the sentence on the above..
MEN. - FORGIVE & FORGET
WOMEN - FORGIVES
WHY?!
lots of men.. i dun say ALL..
forget about the woman they once had, forget soo quickly than a woman forget about the men they once had..
why can MEN be sooo cruel?
huh? women can forgives watever unacceptable things the men can do..
but why wat women gets , is jus a nothing...
WOMEN TAKE THOUSAND MILLIONS OF MOMENTS/ TIME(or forever) TO FORGET A MAN..
while a MAN. took jus few days, weeks or months or years to forget his girl..
why cant a men. realise the importance of their girls..
why should a men. started a relationship. when he knows. there wont be a future in it.
WHY??
r u just. fooling. playing or so???
how many girls have u hurt.
or am i blind or something?
should i thanks u?
or should i hate u?
no. i wont hate.
i'll try to keep the sweet memories and throw away those hateful moments..
How i hope.
u can care for me . more than anyone...
but i noe.. this not gonna happen..
as wat i can see now..
we will be drifted more apart..
isnt it?
prove me something man.
*Sigh*
Absolute disappointed in u..
Hope u can be initiative...
i've gave up on it..
cos i know. being initiative to u.
wont help..
do u think u've owed me ?
do u feel guilty..
do u tend to take my love for granted?
uh uh..
i dont know..
ask urself.
ask ur heart.
all the answers r with u..
From tat day.
when u asked"can u be my gal"
till now.. "love faded"..
i really find myself silly?
n i wonder.. issit a change in u..
changes everything..
how u feel. how u think.
can u tell me?
dont be afraid to hurt me.
cos u've hurt me more than once.
im used to it.
sometimes i really wonder...
n hope u can be a MAN..
contact me.
where we could have been, 1:26 PM.
Saturday, May 10, 2008
without realising..
we've somehow broke up for a weeek..
n today.. right at this moment.. im still crying..
i know i should not..
somemore.. i play super emo sad piano music..
make me cried out more..
perhaps this may let me feel bettter..
n let me speak out..
wads in my heart..
nearly 2 yrs back.. (memories still deep inside my mind&heart)
i realise tat.. i've made miracle happen..
n made my dream come true.. to be with u...
i was so happy...
felt so loved...
i've gave happiness, joy, to u.
we've been through many...
we've enjoyed..
u've taught me alot..
during these periods..
with u by my side..
every moment..
when im sad or happy..
till then..
we found that..
our love faded..
things can never be like the past...
n we still..
have to be parted
we used to say...
how much we love each other...
how we wanted each other..
but now...
the truth.. the facts is there..
i cant do anything..
cos something change ur mind..
tat make u went back ur words..
"you r the one for me, be wit u eternity.."
this doesnt work..
u made lots of promises..
but u showed me ur lies...
why u want to make empty promises?
u made me feel being fooled..
y should all ever begin...
when it does not have a happy ending..
why should u hurt me..
when u noe im a harmless person, weakling.. jus like a brittle thing tat can break down easily..
u noe i'll cry.. so u dun talk to me face to face..
u choose to avoid...
know u dun wan feel soft hearten, when u see me cry..
but do u noe..
how deep i've hurt n how i wish i can lie & cry in ur arms again? at least for the last time..
maybe as a fren..
but..
i know u wont..
becos. u dun wan me feel more hurt..
u jus wan me to forget u. forget about our past relationship..
which hold us for almost 2 yrs..
i can take it as a dream..
but morover..
its realistic..
is for sooo long..
u r once, one of my dearest..
now.. its jus like slicing off, from me..
i know. wad u can do. is jus a sorry..
i've loved u so much, filled a small part of ur room, with my loves n gifts..
One day, u will tend to throw them away.. i noe..
but i sincerely hope.. u can look through once again before they r really out of ur sight..
i believed. my efforts r not gone to the drain.. cos i noe..
u once loved me as much.
n i appreciate it...
memories kept in my life.. my heart..
First love.. can be sweet.. n memorable.. but can be as sad too..
thus..
i wish u..
find ur real happiness soon..
n hope in the future, everything will be successful to u..
thank u for everything..
do take care..
i've failed to fufil's auntie's wish to me..during new year..she said.. she wish tat.. me & u will last long n xin fu..but i've disappoint her..i miss charcoal.. i miss everysingle thing..
i dont noe when will we ever meet, chat again..
but i guess... doesnt matter to u anymore..
hope everythin can start afresh..
i hope we can hang out as usual..
my fren.. hope i can be ur fren. a fren tat u can rely on... a best fren
i'll bring the memories with me. forever..
goodbye,
leslie dearest. 030508
everything comes to an end..
let it go. let it fly.
i'll forgive n forget..
we've somehow broke up for a weeek..
n today.. right at this moment.. im still crying..
i know i should not..
somemore.. i play super emo sad piano music..
make me cried out more..
perhaps this may let me feel bettter..
n let me speak out..
wads in my heart..
nearly 2 yrs back.. (memories still deep inside my mind&heart)
i realise tat.. i've made miracle happen..
n made my dream come true.. to be with u...
i was so happy...
felt so loved...
i've gave happiness, joy, to u.
we've been through many...
we've enjoyed..
u've taught me alot..
during these periods..
with u by my side..
every moment..
when im sad or happy..
till then..
we found that..
our love faded..
things can never be like the past...
n we still..
have to be parted
we used to say...
how much we love each other...
how we wanted each other..
but now...
the truth.. the facts is there..
i cant do anything..
cos something change ur mind..
tat make u went back ur words..
"you r the one for me, be wit u eternity.."
this doesnt work..
u made lots of promises..
but u showed me ur lies...
why u want to make empty promises?
u made me feel being fooled..
y should all ever begin...
when it does not have a happy ending..
why should u hurt me..
when u noe im a harmless person, weakling.. jus like a brittle thing tat can break down easily..
u noe i'll cry.. so u dun talk to me face to face..
u choose to avoid...
know u dun wan feel soft hearten, when u see me cry..
but do u noe..
how deep i've hurt n how i wish i can lie & cry in ur arms again? at least for the last time..
maybe as a fren..
but..
i know u wont..
becos. u dun wan me feel more hurt..
u jus wan me to forget u. forget about our past relationship..
which hold us for almost 2 yrs..
i can take it as a dream..
but morover..
its realistic..
is for sooo long..
u r once, one of my dearest..
now.. its jus like slicing off, from me..
i know. wad u can do. is jus a sorry..
i've loved u so much, filled a small part of ur room, with my loves n gifts..
One day, u will tend to throw them away.. i noe..
but i sincerely hope.. u can look through once again before they r really out of ur sight..
i believed. my efforts r not gone to the drain.. cos i noe..
u once loved me as much.
n i appreciate it...
memories kept in my life.. my heart..
First love.. can be sweet.. n memorable.. but can be as sad too..
thus..
i wish u..
find ur real happiness soon..
n hope in the future, everything will be successful to u..
thank u for everything..
do take care..
i've failed to fufil's auntie's wish to me..during new year..she said.. she wish tat.. me & u will last long n xin fu..but i've disappoint her..i miss charcoal.. i miss everysingle thing..
i dont noe when will we ever meet, chat again..
but i guess... doesnt matter to u anymore..
hope everythin can start afresh..
i hope we can hang out as usual..
my fren.. hope i can be ur fren. a fren tat u can rely on... a best fren
i'll bring the memories with me. forever..
goodbye,
leslie dearest. 030508
everything comes to an end..
let it go. let it fly.
i'll forgive n forget..
Labels: dont cry.. dont be as sentimental as me..tell me how u feel after reading..
where we could have been, 3:50 PM.
女):是否很惊讶讲不出说话
没错我是说你想分手吗
曾给你驯服到就像绵羊
何解会反咬你一下你知吗
(男):也许该反省不应再说话
被放弃的我应有此报吗
如果我曾是个坏牧羊人
能否再让我
试一下抱一下
(女):回头望伴你走从来未曾幸福过
(男):恨太多没结果往事重提是折磨
(女):下半生陪住你怀疑快乐也不多
(男):被我伤让你痛
(女):好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
统统不要好过
(男):为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手
问你是否原谅我
(女):若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破
(男):回头吧不要走
不要这样离开我
恨太多没结果往事重提是折磨
(女):下半生陪住你怀疑快乐也不多
没有心别再拖好
心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
统统不要好过
(男):为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手
问你是否原谅我
(女):若勉强也分到不多不如什么也摔破
(男):好心分手每天播
(女):可知歌者也奈何
(女):难行就无谓再拖
好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
统统不要好过
(男):为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手
问你是否原谅我
(女):若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破
没错我是说你想分手吗
曾给你驯服到就像绵羊
何解会反咬你一下你知吗
(男):也许该反省不应再说话
被放弃的我应有此报吗
如果我曾是个坏牧羊人
能否再让我
试一下抱一下
(女):回头望伴你走从来未曾幸福过
(男):恨太多没结果往事重提是折磨
(女):下半生陪住你怀疑快乐也不多
(男):被我伤让你痛
(女):好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
统统不要好过
(男):为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手
问你是否原谅我
(女):若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破
(男):回头吧不要走
不要这样离开我
恨太多没结果往事重提是折磨
(女):下半生陪住你怀疑快乐也不多
没有心别再拖好
心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
统统不要好过
(男):为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手
问你是否原谅我
(女):若勉强也分到不多不如什么也摔破
(男):好心分手每天播
(女):可知歌者也奈何
(女):难行就无谓再拖
好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
统统不要好过
(男):为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手
问你是否原谅我
(女):若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破
Labels: find the lyrics urself.. its meaningful.., p.s if cant view
where we could have been, 2:54 PM.
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
ONCE AGAIN,
we've broke up.
again.
n it will be the last time im telling ur..
its a real break up.
dun ask me why...
anyway already BROKE. wat for pursuing it?
yea?
jus noe tat .. im SINGLE..
im back to.. normal life.. with many hao pen you with me...
sorry girls.. for abandoning u all ever since then..
now.. i have all the time. to give ur~~
give me sometime..
hahaha...
i dun realli trust MEN. except my own family..
but i will still be frens with themm..
who will realli be the one who can spend the lifetime wit me...
i dunno?
but WHY should i be anxious?
NO.. i shall be waiting n let nature take its course..
now.. i've lost one of my closest..
i still have others..
n i noe. they r there for me..
THANK U!
n.. erm.. nvr to believe sweet talks. realli.. it will hurt u more.. bullshits.
i've noe. we've once make effort in this relationship..
n its enuff..
tmr gonna be a new day! finally. wit no worries.
im alrite now!!
remember! IM SINGLE!...
HAHAs..
GOGOGO~!!! ^^
we've broke up.
again.
n it will be the last time im telling ur..
its a real break up.
dun ask me why...
anyway already BROKE. wat for pursuing it?
yea?
jus noe tat .. im SINGLE..
im back to.. normal life.. with many hao pen you with me...
sorry girls.. for abandoning u all ever since then..
now.. i have all the time. to give ur~~
give me sometime..
hahaha...
i dun realli trust MEN. except my own family..
but i will still be frens with themm..
who will realli be the one who can spend the lifetime wit me...
i dunno?
but WHY should i be anxious?
NO.. i shall be waiting n let nature take its course..
now.. i've lost one of my closest..
i still have others..
n i noe. they r there for me..
THANK U!
n.. erm.. nvr to believe sweet talks. realli.. it will hurt u more.. bullshits.
i've noe. we've once make effort in this relationship..
n its enuff..
tmr gonna be a new day! finally. wit no worries.
im alrite now!!
remember! IM SINGLE!...
HAHAs..
GOGOGO~!!! ^^
where we could have been, 10:48 PM.
Sunday, May 04, 2008
yoz ppl.. especially girls..
take a look at this online shooooping~~ website..
http://queenieshop.blogspot.com/
my fren open de 'shop'
i like the bag most.. HAHHAs..
but haven order.. dunno realli wanna it not.. how about u ppl?
if ur getting, den together lor.. cheaper ba?
all things under shop list r all the things available i think...
support her ba! newly 'OPEN' !! HAHAHAs..
OKAy.
back to my... lecturing...
hmmmms.. 人生如一场戏
life is jus like.. acting out.. etc de..
isnt it??
there is realli times when u r realli happy.. realli upset..
but.. wat can u do??
the fact is there.. the truth is there.. n worse. reality cant change...
wad is MEANT to be urs. means urs..
no matter how hard u tried. how hard u force.. or wat..
u still have the same conclusion. same ending...
to be too naive... onli kill urself..
why not be smart...
come on..
lets be INDEPENDENT WOMAN SOON MAN!~~~~~~~~~~
to depend & rely ourselves MORE! OKAY!!..
im learning.. im trying..
its jus tat time is wat i need... (:
hohoh~~ im proooofessional rite. lols...
i love giving talks..
especially when im EMO.
when my mind is full of thoughts..
so. thank u! for being here to READ! hahahas...=)
after today gonna be busier.. bear wit me for 1 week no BLOGGINg.
but i will still come online..
soo. CYA ppl..
live well.. dont be like me.. X.x
take a look at this online shooooping~~ website..
http://queenieshop.blogspot.com/
my fren open de 'shop'
i like the bag most.. HAHHAs..
but haven order.. dunno realli wanna it not.. how about u ppl?
if ur getting, den together lor.. cheaper ba?
all things under shop list r all the things available i think...
support her ba! newly 'OPEN' !! HAHAHAs..
OKAy.
back to my... lecturing...
hmmmms.. 人生如一场戏
life is jus like.. acting out.. etc de..
isnt it??
there is realli times when u r realli happy.. realli upset..
but.. wat can u do??
the fact is there.. the truth is there.. n worse. reality cant change...
wad is MEANT to be urs. means urs..
no matter how hard u tried. how hard u force.. or wat..
u still have the same conclusion. same ending...
to be too naive... onli kill urself..
why not be smart...
come on..
lets be INDEPENDENT WOMAN SOON MAN!~~~~~~~~~~
to depend & rely ourselves MORE! OKAY!!..
im learning.. im trying..
its jus tat time is wat i need... (:
hohoh~~ im proooofessional rite. lols...
i love giving talks..
especially when im EMO.
when my mind is full of thoughts..
so. thank u! for being here to READ! hahahas...=)
after today gonna be busier.. bear wit me for 1 week no BLOGGINg.
but i will still come online..
soo. CYA ppl..
live well.. dont be like me.. X.x
where we could have been, 4:26 PM.
Thursday, May 01, 2008
HAPPY LABOUR DAY TO MY SENIORS/ELDERLYSSs :) lols..
green is for a relaxation colour. LOLS! wad m i talking about. -.-
OKAY!
todae is labour day! from wake up till now.. has been sitting here.. except eating n watching 45mins show..
HMMMS..
todae went to see wads facebook about.. -.- (pardon me for being slow) LOLS!
den.. err. gone sch's website.. do some quiz n surveys.. used up 2hrs??
den.. i went around.. take fotos.. cos i wan update fotos .. upload fotos... HAHAS!
my short hair nice NOT!~~~ l0lS!~~
believe me ? a long OR short hair... ;)
comments on my HAIR PLS. lols..
muahahha..
OH YA...
OG on sales up to 20% STOREWIDES!!!! due to labour day? labour sales? -.- till 4th may onli!!
faster.. grab those stuffs man!! HAHAHAHAS...
maybe i going there see see.. HEHEs..
ppl mus be thinking.. WA.. one day HOLIDAY onli..
time passes so fast..
doing nth much, yet now is 4pm le. omg...
EARTH STOP SPINNING SO FAST..
dun wanna old so fast.. dun wanna lost my YOUTHS. HAHAHs..
old le cannot be so HYPER le. or else catch attention.. =X
sorry.. i like to bullll.. n talk craps. -.-
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA..
hao la~
shall not post a loooooonnnnnggg post! ^^
catch up wit u ppl soon!~ CIAO N TAKECArE~ (: SMILE! X)
where we could have been, 3:46 PM.
