Sunday, February 01, 2009
be prepared to read a long essay if u want to noe wads happening..
though it might be boring cos its all WORDS. but yea~=.=
have not been updating for long... well.. HMMMs..
LOTS happenings? or might as well say. its all my own.. imaginations?
CNY.. nth much. jus go both grandparents house. say hi. eat steamboat. sit. n off we go HOME.
tats all about. CNY. HAR?
following on is wad?
oo. YEA. i've finished CATS presentation. wahahaas..
there are more to come..
finance's quiz & presentation
EMAT presentation & exam
AEL & EG2 EXAM.
ETC..
AFTER TAT. H O L I D A Y S!
WELL.things have been happening.
to many different ppl.. different kind of things happening to them.
everybody got their own problem/obstacles to solve..
and i remembered one sentence.
"human thinkings will change.. as they grow up"
indeed.
i've went over to his place. with only his mum @ home.
talked lots wit his mum..
i really really thanks his mum for appreciating me, dotes me..
and many memories flashed back..
reminds me of all things..
there's too much for me to remember.
i've told myself not to bother about it.
but things. KEEP reminding me...
to him, yes. im OUT of his life..
i DIDNT meant tat. i still love him.. but i jus feel the.. disappointment..
u guys uunderstand? can u feel it?
even simply watching a drama show. can lead me to tink of the past due to some.. scenes.
and so. i'll cry.. whereas him, can live so happily. with other ppl..
YES. im living happily wit my frens and families..
i noe i noe i should stop saying all these.
but its hard to. cos sometimes. u'll remember. isnt it.?
i've nvr cause of one tree , give up the whole forest... never..
its jus tat. too much dissappointment.. too many unsaid words..
sometimes. i cant understand myself. i dunno what i feel. how i feel. n why m i feeling this way.
there are really many many many frens by my side. yes. i appreciated.
WELL.. sigh. wad can i say.
sometimes. i duno issit my illusions my imaginations. mixed my feelings .
i cant differentiate wad is like? admire? or love...
W-H-Y.
i also duno why , why i deserve all these? should i?
this is life?
to find a person. whom love u. as well as u love him.
issit so hard? or isssit so easy?
is tat a miracle? issit something u should treasure.
HAr.. i feel sooo sooo sooo silly.
From a girl, without worries, living happily everyday,
till now. a girl, with lots of thoughts, living with too much emotions in her.
SIGH. u cant even grant this little wish of hers.
i feel so. Sorry.
SOrry.
i dont noe wad can i say anymore..
im not blaming u? its NOT tat im not moving on.
u wont understand. cos u're not me..
though it might be boring cos its all WORDS. but yea~=.=
have not been updating for long... well.. HMMMs..
LOTS happenings? or might as well say. its all my own.. imaginations?
CNY.. nth much. jus go both grandparents house. say hi. eat steamboat. sit. n off we go HOME.
tats all about. CNY. HAR?
following on is wad?
oo. YEA. i've finished CATS presentation. wahahaas..
there are more to come..
finance's quiz & presentation
EMAT presentation & exam
AEL & EG2 EXAM.
ETC..
AFTER TAT. H O L I D A Y S!
WELL.things have been happening.
to many different ppl.. different kind of things happening to them.
everybody got their own problem/obstacles to solve..
and i remembered one sentence.
"human thinkings will change.. as they grow up"
indeed.
i've went over to his place. with only his mum @ home.
talked lots wit his mum..
i really really thanks his mum for appreciating me, dotes me..
and many memories flashed back..
reminds me of all things..
there's too much for me to remember.
i've told myself not to bother about it.
but things. KEEP reminding me...
to him, yes. im OUT of his life..
i DIDNT meant tat. i still love him.. but i jus feel the.. disappointment..
u guys uunderstand? can u feel it?
even simply watching a drama show. can lead me to tink of the past due to some.. scenes.
and so. i'll cry.. whereas him, can live so happily. with other ppl..
YES. im living happily wit my frens and families..
i noe i noe i should stop saying all these.
but its hard to. cos sometimes. u'll remember. isnt it.?
i've nvr cause of one tree , give up the whole forest... never..
its jus tat. too much dissappointment.. too many unsaid words..
sometimes. i cant understand myself. i dunno what i feel. how i feel. n why m i feeling this way.
there are really many many many frens by my side. yes. i appreciated.
WELL.. sigh. wad can i say.
sometimes. i duno issit my illusions my imaginations. mixed my feelings .
i cant differentiate wad is like? admire? or love...
W-H-Y.
i also duno why , why i deserve all these? should i?
this is life?
to find a person. whom love u. as well as u love him.
issit so hard? or isssit so easy?
is tat a miracle? issit something u should treasure.
HAr.. i feel sooo sooo sooo silly.
From a girl, without worries, living happily everyday,
till now. a girl, with lots of thoughts, living with too much emotions in her.
SIGH. u cant even grant this little wish of hers.
i feel so. Sorry.
SOrry.
i dont noe wad can i say anymore..
im not blaming u? its NOT tat im not moving on.
u wont understand. cos u're not me..
where we could have been, 11:30 PM.
