Monday, October 06, 2008
i dont know why. but im jus feeling very tong ku..
im so vexed.
im very tired.
mentally, emotionally. etc.
whenever i feel sad.
i feel tat.
i hardly breathe.
seems like.. a stone is pressing my heart..
i dont wanna feel this way.
but i cant..
today. is jus simply not my day.
he seems to be "in control" of my mood..
why everything seems so HARD?!
why it doesnt concerns u?
why i dont have a happy family.
why everything mus turn out this way.
why should i face all these.
seriously.
i dont know.
i dont want to feel.
'tired of living'..
can u jus let me. breathe well. n live happily?
im so vexed.
im very tired.
mentally, emotionally. etc.
whenever i feel sad.
i feel tat.
i hardly breathe.
seems like.. a stone is pressing my heart..
i dont wanna feel this way.
but i cant..
today. is jus simply not my day.
he seems to be "in control" of my mood..
why everything seems so HARD?!
why it doesnt concerns u?
why i dont have a happy family.
why everything mus turn out this way.
why should i face all these.
seriously.
i dont know.
i dont want to feel.
'tired of living'..
can u jus let me. breathe well. n live happily?
where we could have been, 10:07 PM.
