Sunday, July 20, 2008
without any pics.
shows tat.. im emo..
i dunno why..
issit when i've got nth to do, so i will tink of the past..
i've once said i shall not rank up the past. but i couldnt help..
last nite. i've dreamt of him..
we had happy moments in the dream..
how i wish. it nvr changes. i've nvr wake up..
can stay in the dream happily?
i know. i understand tat.. i can get a better guy than him..
but for now, i jus cant forget abt him..
i truly regrets tat.. at the very first, patching up isnt the right choice..
as now, he don even care bouts me.
at least, he would care to remember about me, for the very 1st break up..
now.. sigh..
i feel that..
the more i look back the past.. i seems to... cant control my tears..
the testi in frenster..
everything compared to now.
its really..
upsetting..
everytime i see him online..
im tinking. should i.. or should not.
to talk to him.
i noe..
he's not gonna care about me..
i noe.. he's gonna jus "entertain" me ..
im nth in his eyes now. but yet..
he's still a something to me..
ppl may think im silly..
yea. i do treasure all these..
but..
i dunno..
how i wish. i can held back my tears now.
even in drama. they said. even without him/her, i should still carry on my life..
ya.. i did..
but. somehow..
really wanna be his guardian angel.
to look after him, care for him..
of cos..
happy moments are memorable..
i can recall everything clearly..
i know u have lots of things to achieve..
i know u have ur aims...
hope u & i, can find our true love..
these two years..
i dunno wat to say..
i wont forget..
n it will appear in my mind..
often..
i dunno wad to say..
when im at home.. nth to do..
i'll jus turn emo.
sometimes.. i wish. u could jus ask how am i. have a little chat with me..
but..it'll never turn real..
everybody. including myself. dun expect u&me can be history now..
but its the fact..
i can jus accept it.
little by little.. day by day..
shows tat.. im emo..
i dunno why..
issit when i've got nth to do, so i will tink of the past..
i've once said i shall not rank up the past. but i couldnt help..
last nite. i've dreamt of him..
we had happy moments in the dream..
how i wish. it nvr changes. i've nvr wake up..
can stay in the dream happily?
i know. i understand tat.. i can get a better guy than him..
but for now, i jus cant forget abt him..
i truly regrets tat.. at the very first, patching up isnt the right choice..
as now, he don even care bouts me.
at least, he would care to remember about me, for the very 1st break up..
now.. sigh..
i feel that..
the more i look back the past.. i seems to... cant control my tears..
the testi in frenster..
everything compared to now.
its really..
upsetting..
everytime i see him online..
im tinking. should i.. or should not.
to talk to him.
i noe..
he's not gonna care about me..
i noe.. he's gonna jus "entertain" me ..
im nth in his eyes now. but yet..
he's still a something to me..
ppl may think im silly..
yea. i do treasure all these..
but..
i dunno..
how i wish. i can held back my tears now.
even in drama. they said. even without him/her, i should still carry on my life..
ya.. i did..
but. somehow..
really wanna be his guardian angel.
to look after him, care for him..
of cos..
happy moments are memorable..
i can recall everything clearly..
i know u have lots of things to achieve..
i know u have ur aims...
hope u & i, can find our true love..
these two years..
i dunno wat to say..
i wont forget..
n it will appear in my mind..
often..
i dunno wad to say..
when im at home.. nth to do..
i'll jus turn emo.
sometimes.. i wish. u could jus ask how am i. have a little chat with me..
but..it'll never turn real..
everybody. including myself. dun expect u&me can be history now..
but its the fact..
i can jus accept it.
little by little.. day by day..
where we could have been, 3:23 PM.
