Tuesday, June 03, 2008
there r just.. too many photos for me to upload..i was browsing all photos tat were taken with him..
i found tat.. time really flies and TODAY. is 3rd of june 2008..
i've specially upload here.., today.. because of this date..
if u did come to read my blog on this day..
im thankful..
2yrs back..
all wonderful sweet memories flashed through my mind ..
2yrs back.. u said u miss diana..
after 2yrs.. u said u dont want her...
u dont miss her...
well.. ppl ask..
why can a 2 yrs relationship jus end like tat??
i dont know.. ask who? ask u..
indeed this puppy love is realli memorable to me.. i will remember it always..
thanks to u..
for realli love me..
from the beginning...
till last yr.. i should say?
i remember..
2 yrs back.
the 1st place we went out..
is chinatown's mac...
the 1st time we took photos..
till the last we took photos..
is jus at outside the lift..
the moment u step into poly..
actually.. everything started to change slowly..
change in who..
you..
im not blaming everything on u..
but.. wat can i say..
im grateful tat.. in the past.. u r willing to teach me. in my sch work..
n u r willing to accompany the nasty me.. when u r sick..
im realli thankful n sorry for tat..
im really taking for granted for wad i have in the past.
but. i've realised my mistake at the end..
and i've changed..
i treasure u lots n lots..
but in the other way,
seems to be u r the one taking things for granted, after i've put in my whole love for you..
how i wish..
now.. i can still say a HAPPY 2yrs ANNi to u..
but no...
we can be once a couple..
its some sort of fate..
its jus depend on us. whether we can hang on this way..
but no..
u've change..
i still feel tat..
u still wanna fool around.. u still wanna play like a kid..
u wan freedom.. u dont like ppl to control u.
WELL. u've done so now?
u r happy.. isnt it??
i dunno the way u've express ur break up..
issit..
to do it for my own good..
or for ur own good..
but anyway..
thank you..
i dont know why. i feel tat..
ya.. friends.. we r frens..
but is realli those kind of..
realli ordinary frens..
after so long..
ended up like this..
why?
why can u treat others better than the way u're treating me..
but. after today.. i can tell u.
it doesnt matter anymore..
from the day we've break up..
till now..
YES. indeed i will still think of u..
but i tell myself..
to give myself sometime..
to think thru.. to get use..
i give myself till today..
n its the 2 years anniversary..
i tell myself..
after today.. everything is over..
its really a sweet dream i had.. a long sweet dream..
trust me..
i will.. i will remember how u sayang me the..bigheadbaby..
i remember.. how u once care for me..
i will remember.. how u once love me..
its all deep in my heart.
its realli foolish of me..
to think that.. we can hug together n cry..
seems like we will never be apart..
but im wrong..
i know..
people do change..
n i really wish u all the best..
thanks for the chance of being once ur gf.. n one of the "victims".
after today.. i will not rack up any of our past.
because.. its been 2 years.. its tired.. jus wanna rest n keep inside our heart..
i still love u as fren..
no matter how u treat this fren..
as long as u remember me, im thankful..
if we gonna remain as this kind of fren...
nothing i can do.. cos u dun wanna do anything to it..
this is fate. this is reality..
and reality..
is cruel..
where we could have been, 9:48 AM.
