Saturday, May 17, 2008
well.. i've already move on with my life.. =) so dont worry baby..
im jus writing my feelings out.. but im already moving on with my life..
but i wondering. why in MAY.. so many ppl around us is breaking off.. all suddenly become SINGLES..
n the MENS.. only say sorrys for breaking off..
issit because all wanna get everything afresh? single is better?
hahas.. i dont know..
somemore.. they can just let go of a so long relationship with their girl.
i wonder how they did tat..
but..
doesnt matter anymore=)
yesterday on bus back..
its nite time..
looking out from the bus..
the journey back to home..
somehow..
bring me back to my single life period...
when im reallly single.. with no one to rely on..
no sweet life with man..
so a simple life for me...
i really sense it..
its jus like.. back to 2 yrs back?
when im all alone.. (:
somehow.. it can be peaceful.
hahas.. this is life ma~ yea?
jus like. i've used to spend sms on him.
now.. either nothing. or to frens only..
same thing=)
somehow.. ytd after my remedial..
something motivate me..
motivate me to move on with my life with AIMS / GOALS...
maybe in my 20s den i'll back into love life..
n i think n hope. tat will be a lasting one...
and i must really know. whether he will be the one for me..
indeed. wat i had before. is just a puppy love.. its not the true love tat i thought..
Monday gonna be vesak day.. something regarding buddha or so, remind me of volunteer work @ expo &jurong east..
tat was looong ago.. n i've enjoyed it..
17 more days to 3rd of june..
n i know..
U & I.. am aware of this...
n we shall just keep in our minds.. n smile sweetly.. (:
the officially 2 yrs. is gone nowhere..
but its always kept in my heart..
be thankful that i did not kill myself or so..
cos i know...
wat ppl do, will jus cry for me..
i dont want them to feel upset over me...
n i cant bear to leave them. my family n frens..
indeed. i can live without u already...
n so.. u can, in fact, long ago..
u've notice how different from the 1st break up n the 2nd one..
arent i.. braver than before?
i didnt ask anything from u..
i jus ask for a reason..
im already numb to it..
seriously used to it..
just hope tat.. in our JUNE holiday.. we can meet up..
shop for GSS! muahahahah~
ok. -.-
thus.. for u, and my frens.
jia you for the coming common tests soon.. alrite?
me too..
hope i can pass my tests.
with lots of LUCK..
bless me.. =)
im jus writing my feelings out.. but im already moving on with my life..
but i wondering. why in MAY.. so many ppl around us is breaking off.. all suddenly become SINGLES..
n the MENS.. only say sorrys for breaking off..
issit because all wanna get everything afresh? single is better?
hahas.. i dont know..
somemore.. they can just let go of a so long relationship with their girl.
i wonder how they did tat..
but..
doesnt matter anymore=)
yesterday on bus back..
its nite time..
looking out from the bus..
the journey back to home..
somehow..
bring me back to my single life period...
when im reallly single.. with no one to rely on..
no sweet life with man..
so a simple life for me...
i really sense it..
its jus like.. back to 2 yrs back?
when im all alone.. (:
somehow.. it can be peaceful.
hahas.. this is life ma~ yea?
jus like. i've used to spend sms on him.
now.. either nothing. or to frens only..
same thing=)
somehow.. ytd after my remedial..
something motivate me..
motivate me to move on with my life with AIMS / GOALS...
maybe in my 20s den i'll back into love life..
n i think n hope. tat will be a lasting one...
and i must really know. whether he will be the one for me..
indeed. wat i had before. is just a puppy love.. its not the true love tat i thought..
Monday gonna be vesak day.. something regarding buddha or so, remind me of volunteer work @ expo &jurong east..
tat was looong ago.. n i've enjoyed it..
17 more days to 3rd of june..
n i know..
U & I.. am aware of this...
n we shall just keep in our minds.. n smile sweetly.. (:
the officially 2 yrs. is gone nowhere..
but its always kept in my heart..
be thankful that i did not kill myself or so..
cos i know...
wat ppl do, will jus cry for me..
i dont want them to feel upset over me...
n i cant bear to leave them. my family n frens..
indeed. i can live without u already...
n so.. u can, in fact, long ago..
u've notice how different from the 1st break up n the 2nd one..
arent i.. braver than before?
i didnt ask anything from u..
i jus ask for a reason..
im already numb to it..
seriously used to it..
just hope tat.. in our JUNE holiday.. we can meet up..
shop for GSS! muahahahah~
ok. -.-
thus.. for u, and my frens.
jia you for the coming common tests soon.. alrite?
me too..
hope i can pass my tests.
with lots of LUCK..
bless me.. =)
where we could have been, 9:15 AM.
