Saturday, May 10, 2008
without realising..
we've somehow broke up for a weeek..
n today.. right at this moment.. im still crying..
i know i should not..
somemore.. i play super emo sad piano music..
make me cried out more..
perhaps this may let me feel bettter..
n let me speak out..
wads in my heart..
nearly 2 yrs back.. (memories still deep inside my mind&heart)
i realise tat.. i've made miracle happen..
n made my dream come true.. to be with u...
i was so happy...
felt so loved...
i've gave happiness, joy, to u.
we've been through many...
we've enjoyed..
u've taught me alot..
during these periods..
with u by my side..
every moment..
when im sad or happy..
till then..
we found that..
our love faded..
things can never be like the past...
n we still..
have to be parted
we used to say...
how much we love each other...
how we wanted each other..
but now...
the truth.. the facts is there..
i cant do anything..
cos something change ur mind..
tat make u went back ur words..
"you r the one for me, be wit u eternity.."
this doesnt work..
u made lots of promises..
but u showed me ur lies...
why u want to make empty promises?
u made me feel being fooled..
y should all ever begin...
when it does not have a happy ending..
why should u hurt me..
when u noe im a harmless person, weakling.. jus like a brittle thing tat can break down easily..
u noe i'll cry.. so u dun talk to me face to face..
u choose to avoid...
know u dun wan feel soft hearten, when u see me cry..
but do u noe..
how deep i've hurt n how i wish i can lie & cry in ur arms again? at least for the last time..
maybe as a fren..
but..
i know u wont..
becos. u dun wan me feel more hurt..
u jus wan me to forget u. forget about our past relationship..
which hold us for almost 2 yrs..
i can take it as a dream..
but morover..
its realistic..
is for sooo long..
u r once, one of my dearest..
now.. its jus like slicing off, from me..
i know. wad u can do. is jus a sorry..
i've loved u so much, filled a small part of ur room, with my loves n gifts..
One day, u will tend to throw them away.. i noe..
but i sincerely hope.. u can look through once again before they r really out of ur sight..
i believed. my efforts r not gone to the drain.. cos i noe..
u once loved me as much.
n i appreciate it...
memories kept in my life.. my heart..
First love.. can be sweet.. n memorable.. but can be as sad too..
thus..
i wish u..
find ur real happiness soon..
n hope in the future, everything will be successful to u..
thank u for everything..
do take care..
i've failed to fufil's auntie's wish to me..during new year..she said.. she wish tat.. me & u will last long n xin fu..but i've disappoint her..i miss charcoal.. i miss everysingle thing..
i dont noe when will we ever meet, chat again..
but i guess... doesnt matter to u anymore..
hope everythin can start afresh..
i hope we can hang out as usual..
my fren.. hope i can be ur fren. a fren tat u can rely on... a best fren
i'll bring the memories with me. forever..
goodbye,
leslie dearest. 030508
everything comes to an end..
let it go. let it fly.
i'll forgive n forget..
we've somehow broke up for a weeek..
n today.. right at this moment.. im still crying..
i know i should not..
somemore.. i play super emo sad piano music..
make me cried out more..
perhaps this may let me feel bettter..
n let me speak out..
wads in my heart..
nearly 2 yrs back.. (memories still deep inside my mind&heart)
i realise tat.. i've made miracle happen..
n made my dream come true.. to be with u...
i was so happy...
felt so loved...
i've gave happiness, joy, to u.
we've been through many...
we've enjoyed..
u've taught me alot..
during these periods..
with u by my side..
every moment..
when im sad or happy..
till then..
we found that..
our love faded..
things can never be like the past...
n we still..
have to be parted
we used to say...
how much we love each other...
how we wanted each other..
but now...
the truth.. the facts is there..
i cant do anything..
cos something change ur mind..
tat make u went back ur words..
"you r the one for me, be wit u eternity.."
this doesnt work..
u made lots of promises..
but u showed me ur lies...
why u want to make empty promises?
u made me feel being fooled..
y should all ever begin...
when it does not have a happy ending..
why should u hurt me..
when u noe im a harmless person, weakling.. jus like a brittle thing tat can break down easily..
u noe i'll cry.. so u dun talk to me face to face..
u choose to avoid...
know u dun wan feel soft hearten, when u see me cry..
but do u noe..
how deep i've hurt n how i wish i can lie & cry in ur arms again? at least for the last time..
maybe as a fren..
but..
i know u wont..
becos. u dun wan me feel more hurt..
u jus wan me to forget u. forget about our past relationship..
which hold us for almost 2 yrs..
i can take it as a dream..
but morover..
its realistic..
is for sooo long..
u r once, one of my dearest..
now.. its jus like slicing off, from me..
i know. wad u can do. is jus a sorry..
i've loved u so much, filled a small part of ur room, with my loves n gifts..
One day, u will tend to throw them away.. i noe..
but i sincerely hope.. u can look through once again before they r really out of ur sight..
i believed. my efforts r not gone to the drain.. cos i noe..
u once loved me as much.
n i appreciate it...
memories kept in my life.. my heart..
First love.. can be sweet.. n memorable.. but can be as sad too..
thus..
i wish u..
find ur real happiness soon..
n hope in the future, everything will be successful to u..
thank u for everything..
do take care..
i've failed to fufil's auntie's wish to me..during new year..she said.. she wish tat.. me & u will last long n xin fu..but i've disappoint her..i miss charcoal.. i miss everysingle thing..
i dont noe when will we ever meet, chat again..
but i guess... doesnt matter to u anymore..
hope everythin can start afresh..
i hope we can hang out as usual..
my fren.. hope i can be ur fren. a fren tat u can rely on... a best fren
i'll bring the memories with me. forever..
goodbye,
leslie dearest. 030508
everything comes to an end..
let it go. let it fly.
i'll forgive n forget..
Labels: dont cry.. dont be as sentimental as me..tell me how u feel after reading..
where we could have been, 3:50 PM.
