Tuesday, December 18, 2007
HEYS.
u ppl noe how naive how dumb how silly i am..
is jus like..
giving me this kind of.. tone. response.
is jus like. telling me..
am i rite to tell ur in the 1st place u noe..
y cant ur jus PEACEFULLY.. slowly.. advice me..
lim yin also advices me all these..
but did she feel pek chek?
the replies i gave her. is the same as i gave ur..
but why r there two different kind of attitudes?
im those kind.. the more u force. the more i get rebellious..
PATIENCE is IMPT...
im realli very vexed le...
why make me more vexed...
is not tat.. ur gave me de advices are useless..
NO~~... its good..
but can allow me.
this dumb silly naive girl.
to take more time to THINK?
ur should noe me well. RITE?
i dun think much. im jus SIMPLE MINDED.
can?
i WONT think of CONSEQUENCESsss..
TATS WHY.
i AM tat SILLY~..
ya. i've learnt recently that..
SWEET-TALKS. r jus.. words tat humours u.. HOAX u..
I KNOW! i nvr take those words for real~ -.-
but i will be HAPPY! if i can change a person...
as i can even FAILED.
to change a guy. who had been with me,
FOR 1YR 6MTH..
n.. for me..
i think..
even a decent looking.. with a nice background..
MAY NOT. be a perfect one too..
isnt it?
DONT WORRY, GIRLS...
im not treating tat thing seriously...
its not tat..
i've never think before the things ur told me..
i DID think before...
tats y.. i never said a YES yet..
everything jus happened tooo fast...
in fact. i didnt REally really forget leslie...
but. he chooses to treat me.. so cruel.. so cold blooded..
all the words he said in the past..
are all BULLSHIT.
i dont wish to look back.
it really hurts me..
i noe.. i should noe him more.. rite??
if he is sincere? will he wait?
isnt it?
height is not a matter anymore.
i used to grumble.. not happy wit it.
but now. wad can i say..
i have no rights to judge others..
n i noe..
every relationship..
will always get hurt once...
isnt it?
will there be a real PERFECT one??
nah~~
even married.. the love.. will not remains..
ur husband.. may not love u as much.
u'll still get hurt.
after the break up..
my onli thinking is tat.
relationship. wont last.. it realli wont.
at 1st u may think.
wow. his ur true love.
in the end. also bye bye..
i noe..
but i dunno why..
i still can accept guys..
not say accept..
not say hate..
haiz..
tats y.. i dunno wad im thinking bout..
i know ur worry for my safety..
now..
wad i can say is..
TIME.
i need more time..
to know more..
to think carefully...
not i DUN LISTEN..
I DO!!!
I DO RE-CONSIDER EVERYTHING...
LIYING's life..
is not simple now..
yet COMPLICATED..
should i blame leslie?
nah~~
i should blame myself...
xin ku da jia le..
made all of u.
worry bout me..
im not worth..
not worth.. to be anything... anyone..
SORRY FRENS...
THANKS FRENS..
SORRY LESLIE.
i should be. real grateful to u.. or not.. ?
u ppl noe how naive how dumb how silly i am..
is jus like..
giving me this kind of.. tone. response.
is jus like. telling me..
am i rite to tell ur in the 1st place u noe..
y cant ur jus PEACEFULLY.. slowly.. advice me..
lim yin also advices me all these..
but did she feel pek chek?
the replies i gave her. is the same as i gave ur..
but why r there two different kind of attitudes?
im those kind.. the more u force. the more i get rebellious..
PATIENCE is IMPT...
im realli very vexed le...
why make me more vexed...
is not tat.. ur gave me de advices are useless..
NO~~... its good..
but can allow me.
this dumb silly naive girl.
to take more time to THINK?
ur should noe me well. RITE?
i dun think much. im jus SIMPLE MINDED.
can?
i WONT think of CONSEQUENCESsss..
TATS WHY.
i AM tat SILLY~..
ya. i've learnt recently that..
SWEET-TALKS. r jus.. words tat humours u.. HOAX u..
I KNOW! i nvr take those words for real~ -.-
but i will be HAPPY! if i can change a person...
as i can even FAILED.
to change a guy. who had been with me,
FOR 1YR 6MTH..
n.. for me..
i think..
even a decent looking.. with a nice background..
MAY NOT. be a perfect one too..
isnt it?
DONT WORRY, GIRLS...
im not treating tat thing seriously...
its not tat..
i've never think before the things ur told me..
i DID think before...
tats y.. i never said a YES yet..
everything jus happened tooo fast...
in fact. i didnt REally really forget leslie...
but. he chooses to treat me.. so cruel.. so cold blooded..
all the words he said in the past..
are all BULLSHIT.
i dont wish to look back.
it really hurts me..
i noe.. i should noe him more.. rite??
if he is sincere? will he wait?
isnt it?
height is not a matter anymore.
i used to grumble.. not happy wit it.
but now. wad can i say..
i have no rights to judge others..
n i noe..
every relationship..
will always get hurt once...
isnt it?
will there be a real PERFECT one??
nah~~
even married.. the love.. will not remains..
ur husband.. may not love u as much.
u'll still get hurt.
after the break up..
my onli thinking is tat.
relationship. wont last.. it realli wont.
at 1st u may think.
wow. his ur true love.
in the end. also bye bye..
i noe..
but i dunno why..
i still can accept guys..
not say accept..
not say hate..
haiz..
tats y.. i dunno wad im thinking bout..
i know ur worry for my safety..
now..
wad i can say is..
TIME.
i need more time..
to know more..
to think carefully...
not i DUN LISTEN..
I DO!!!
I DO RE-CONSIDER EVERYTHING...
LIYING's life..
is not simple now..
yet COMPLICATED..
should i blame leslie?
nah~~
i should blame myself...
xin ku da jia le..
made all of u.
worry bout me..
im not worth..
not worth.. to be anything... anyone..
SORRY FRENS...
THANKS FRENS..
SORRY LESLIE.
i should be. real grateful to u.. or not.. ?
Labels: run away from REALITY. its cruel n hurting..
where we could have been, 10:30 PM.
