foooooooooooooooooooookanathan.
i realli wish to SPEAK out man!
i dun wish to send both of u the same sms.
i noe ur will visit my blog.
so. jus READ it.
i noe ur wana say me, curse me, ANYTHING.
I JUS WANNA SAY. is there FAIRNESS in this WORLD?!
1stly, i ask both of u.
SOMETIMES i SMS YOUR, YOUR got REPLY MEH???
THINK CAREFULLY K!
i will never forget..
n I NVR AVOID K!
I NVR EVER AVOID PPL's MESSAGE.
if its neccessary to REPLY, I WILL!
i jus Wanna GET OTHER WAYS TO REPLY!!
issit very hard to wait for my ANS??
u nvr say its urgent. How WOULD I NOE.
then can your call me again?
ur 1st time noe me huh.
AND y u dun call me urself. n ask ym to ask?
somemore, did u avoid my msg before? u dare say NVR? in the PAST?
i will remember always..
i remembered WAT happened in the past.
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HA! now.. ym unhappy.. another adds in la?
i ASK BOTH OF U!
WHEN the TWO OF U QUARREL..
ur talk to me, n say each other's bad words, EVEN can scold watever your want..
DID i add salt to the WOUNDS? NO!
NOW, simply JUS becos of ONE SMS..
make till EVERYTHING WORSE.
WHY?????? huh?!
ask me to keep secrets, I KEEP! but wat i get in the end!?
i always noe...
the 3 of us r not best frens. in actual, onli 2 ppl r best frens. thats excluding me.
both of u,.. the things ur share , talked, n enjoyed.. is MORE than me.
bOth of u, gets the same interest, everything's same. bags same, mirrors,anything..
of cos im always feel OUT.
but did i say anything? no.. i jus wan to maintain the frenship we had..
but sorry. impossible now.
i've lost the communication among us.
blame me for all your want.. im ALways at the fault..
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it has been times..
i dunno issit that. ur dun understand me or wat..
ur shld noe..
when its late, i cant go anywhere further..
n im dead tired. i jus wanna go home..
jus like the day when we watched fireworks.
did anyone cares about me? NO.
did ur noe how i feel tat day? NO.
but did i argue anything or wAT? NO.
n i jus leave. without any words..
im too disappointed.
but who knows..
im crying deep inside my heart..
who cares...
your have been my frens for long. n yet..
your dunno how i lead my life...
soon, i realise how brittle our frenship is..
i believe.. both of u will be best frens. forever. but . im not suitable to be the best frens of yours. this is the last TEAR im going to shed. for this frenship..
-Goodbye, my frens..
and thanks for the moments in the past..