Saturday, August 11, 2007
.loneliness///to jia ying & yee may:
sorry tat i cant fork out my time to meet u girls...
monday to friday. we rarely cAn meet..either sat or sun, i got to meet leslie.. or else. forever no need meet le.. rite??? your also noe de rite?? okay. for sunday~ we nvr even talk abt meeting one another..
as for the other day, ur sudden ask me out.. n. im dead tired on that day.. i wanted to join in, but i cant..
so.. today. im free, but. are ur free?? i have asked jiaying ytd. but nvr reply.. wad am i suppose to do?? i realli wish that we can hang out TODAY! also, i wanna 3 of us to chit chat, enjoy.. but.. where does the time come from???
sometimes when i can, either one of u cant, den we cannot be unite.. den when i cant, both of u can.. tell me.. why is this happening.. haiz..
jus like lim yin, she have asked me out more than once, but i cant. why?? cos the time clashes..
i wish to hang out with ALL of u.. when?? i jus hope asap.. and no other problems occuring at the same time..
most probably, i will be resting at home on SUNDAY. but why, sunday no body asks me out? n onli ask me out on the days tat i cant...
im very vex too.. i got to handle this n tat.. i noe i cant sort out my thinkings or decisions.. i noe 1 day. this problem will come to me.. but. i realli dunno WAT to do..
i have my pri frens, sec frens, families and leslie.. i mus gather with them.. but when? haiz...
i realli hope. O lvl can end faster. so.. holidays.. i can find u girls out.
very sorry..
but.
if u were me, can u imagine how difficult it is to handle this??
some may think that i "zhong se qing you" but. im realli out of No choice..
dont u think i realli wish to hang out with my sistersS?? buddies???
somebody pls think for me..
im sorry to disappoint your. but i realli dun wish to...
after reading this, u can scold u can say anything..
cos i noe.. this wont help~~
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for me, i onli can meet leslie once a week. nomore. n tat can be onli SAT.
frens pressuring me, keep asking why i cant go out.
tats the reason. but i didnt tell them..
WEEk days r already tiring days le..
wat can i do??? therefore, u cant meet ur FRIENDS on sat.. den.. when can u meet them?? SUNDAY! thats all i can think about..
though im gonna keep myself always OUT n BUSY WHOLEEEEEEE WEEK, BUT!
for my closest frens n dearest, i dun mind.. if that can keep our frenship close, n content everybody, im willing to do that so.
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NOW IS THE CRITICAL MOMENT! PRELIMS STARTING SOON! N O LVL ENG ORAL COMING SOON! ITS GONNA BE TOUGH. AND IM GONNA WORK HARD. NOT TO DISAPPOINT THOSE WHO HAVE FAITH ON ME.
I MUS STRIVE HARD.. AND ARCHIEVE THE BEST THAT I CAN HAVE..
IF NOT, ITS TOO LATE. AND I DUN WISH TO REGRET.
where we could have been, 10:14 AM.
